2002-07-11 / 5:33 p.m.

(everyone was anti-me)

for what is certainly not the first time I dreamt about sleeping with JP.

This involved a farmhouse and an underground cavern swimming pool and bathing suits lost in the tide and knowing that GB knew and yet trying to hide ir and then just trying to make up for it.

But how do you make up for such a thing?

And what about the part where your entire family disowns you and even your best friend refuses to pick out cookies at the corner store with you?

I hope it's just the summer heat and not any indication of the days to come

last night ... tonight