2003-06-12 / 11:15 a.m.

(never wanted to go back baby, back in time...)

i am wandering around the campus of my high school. It is bigger - more spread out - than it was when I was going to school there. It is like a city in its own right. I'm trying to cut class even though I'm an adult and supposedly can do whatever I want. I stumble into the theater and, groping around in the dark, I make my way to a row of seats where all the cool kids are sitting. When they see me they all get up without saying a word and disappear. I try to go after them - following the bright, blinding light from an open door - when someone finally stops and whispers in my ear - it's all over, done with. You have to move on now.

...Sometimes it's the most obvious things that confuse and pain me the most...

last night ... tonight