2002-11-26 / 5:32 p.m.

(i was only dreaming, i was only trying to catch your eye...)

i'm still dreaming, i'm still freaking myself out...some are being written down elsewhere, one - about a tattooed girl - might appear in another form.

I won't try and recap 99 days' worth of dreams here, but I will share some interesting themes/motifs

• loss
• VW Buses - two very interesting dreams where an old VW bus played a central role
• more birds
• fear, always fear
• the color pink. Specifically, pink silly string

I'll try and not wait so long between updates, but I'm not making any promises

last night ... tonight