2002-05-13 / 1:35 p.m.

(down another drink on me...)

the question is not "what have you been dreaming of?"

but rather "what have you not been dreaming of?"

The last few days I have slept hard and long - with the lots of REM sleep and bright, vivid dreams.

Alas, I only remember bits and pieces but the details I do remember are:

• car crashes - several of them
• pregnancy (not me)
• lockers - in a high school quad I think
• water, water everywhere
• my father, I think...
• drinking too much and losing control
• race car driving

last night ... tonight